crysknife
Music....makes the people...come together.....yeah.....

25.4.03

<jonathan> RELATIVE VALUES


I just remembered how it is the people see everything in relative. For instance, I know people who actually like Tom Jones and I can't stand that whole era and concept. Or the time I went to Big Day OUt and alot of people went to see the corporate rock whores I was against in the first place. afterwards everybody came out to me and said, "weren't they great!?"
Also how sometimes we tend to go for quick-fix and feelgood solutions as opposed to slow and painful but lasting and permanent solutions that truly are hollistic. My sis and dad say it best," if you place a single sausage on one side of Bix(my dog) and a million bucks on the other side of him, which will he choose?"

we always seem to pick the sausage as opposed to the million bucks which you can use to buy as many sausages. quick fix solutions...you know what I mean...
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24.4.03

<jonathan> RELATIVE VALUES


I just remembered how it is the people see everything in relative. For instance, I know people who actually like Tom Jones and I can't stand that whole era and concept. Or the time I went to Big Day OUt and alot of people went to see the corporate rock whores I was against in the first place. afterwards everybody came out to me and said, "weren't they great!?"
Also how sometimes we tend to go for quick-fix and feelgood solutions as opposed to slow and painful but lasting and permanent solutions that truly are hollistic. My sis and dad say it best," if you place a single sausage on one side of Bix(my dog) and a million bucks on the other side of him, which will he choose?"

we always seem to pick the sausage as opposed to the million bucks which you can use to buy as many sausages. quick fix solutions...you know what I mean... </jonathan> <!--7:43 AM-->

20.4.03

<jonathan> Not too much to do, except work.
My assessment is on next week, after tuesday, I will be a free man. For a few hours, than I got to help plan the roadshow...."touring touring...over the bounty main..." Feeling pirates of the carribean...
This week will be hellish. so much to do, including cleaning out my studio space and re-painting the walls white again.
I will have to pick out clothes I don't mind getting dirty.
After that I will look forward to practicing in the SE rooms with the band. I have realized that for me it is the music in most band practices. I am sufficiently happy to practice without being seen onstage. Therefore I know it is not a lack of attention or something.
Late last night I watched "A life Less Ordinary" for the first time, and I actually enjoyed it, even though local critics hated it(ignorant bunch of clowns). To my memory, it is one of the first movies that really seems to suit Cameron Diaz. All the other things I've seen her in seem to be forgettable. "Something About Mary" wasn't even meant to be serious after all... Yen, if you haven't watched it, I will bring it over soon as your stuff is finished! Beck did an excelllent job on the soundtrack!

Have been confronted recently with my own insecurities, rather, the cause of them. I then remembered that my earliest memories were of living at my grandma's, and my parents living somewhere else, because they couldn't afford to keep me(they were young working parents, it is not their fault). As soon as they could, that was when I was brought over, but a sense of deep rejection had already been sown, continued to plague me till later in life...

Maybe that's why my folks were doting on me when I was young, almost spoiling me, but not quite...



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